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Post by Spencer Hastings on Oct 24, 2010 16:34:24 GMT -6
Hello everyone. I'm Spencer. So this is my blog. I guess I'll just say what I think. Well my friends think I'm perfect...I'm not. My parents want me to be perfect, which is probably why I'm not. I have a boyfriend, his name is Alex Santiago. My parents don't like him because he works at the country club, that my family goes to. I on the other hand don't care. I think I love him. I don't know though.
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Oct 25, 2010 10:54:42 GMT -6
Hey everybody...day 2 of the blog...I think I'm sucking at this blogging thing..I'm not good with talking about myself. Which is weird considering Melissa is my sister and she can talk about herself for hours. Anyway...I'm sitting in my room typing this out while the rest of my family is at the country club. I'm pretty sure I have to go there soon to have dinner with my parents and my dad's boss. I don't want to go! Someone give me any excuse to miss it? PLEASE?
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Oct 26, 2010 11:33:36 GMT -6
Well this is day 3 of the Spencer Hastings blog...Last night I stood up to my family over my boyfriend and I have a headache. I can't take being around them and Alex. Maybe that's why I never told anyone about him? Idk. My parents are critical of everything I do. And Melissa..well Melissa is a special breed of person. I can't stand her either. Everyone thinks my life is perfect. Sometimes I think my fou-three best friends do too. I just, I can't find a way to explain that my life is anything but perfect. My parents are constantly fighting over everything, my sister is a psycopath, and my boyfriend can't come around my family because they hate him. Any advice?
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Post by Emily Fields on Oct 26, 2010 18:15:32 GMT -6
[Private Message Reply to Post 3: 7:11pm 10/26/10]
Spence. You say your bf can't come around because your family hates him. At least they know about him. I can't even tell my family about Maya. They wouldn't just hate her. They would hate me. Maybe your family thinking you're perfect is a good thing. And Alex is great. I know he's the ball boy and all, but I think once they get to know him, they will come around. My family on the other hand. They will never accept that I'm a...that I'm dating a girl. Umm...sorry that kind of turned into being a bit about me too. :/ Love you Spence. Good luck with it all! We'll hang soon and we can talk ok?
<3Emily
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Oct 29, 2010 12:50:00 GMT -6
[Private Message Reply to private message Reply]
Its ok...and definetely..
xo Spence
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Nov 1, 2010 11:58:04 GMT -6
Well this is day 4 of my blog. And I haven't written in a while. Its been nuts around here. My sister Melissa is trying go out with this one guy who I'm pretty sure is already taken, and my parents yelled at me for dressing like a slut for the halloween party. Alex liked it but I told my parents, "This outfit represents how much I could care less about being perfect. I'm done acting like your perfect little girl and I'm done listening to you be rude to my boyfriend!" so I got in trouble, but I don't care. I love Alex and if he cares enough about me to put up with my psycotic family then maybe he loves me too.
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Post by Emily Fields on Nov 1, 2010 17:23:54 GMT -6
[message reply to post day 4:] I think your slutty halloween costume was hot Spence!
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Nov 2, 2010 20:40:37 GMT -6
[message reply to post day 4:] I think your slutty halloween costume was hot Spence! [in reply to Em] lol thanks girly! - Hello everyone. Day 5. This keeps getting even more downer-ish then I expected. So I'm trying to perk up. I love Alex and he told me he love me. So Now I'm excited but I don't know where to go from here. I'm nervous to move on and tell him whats going on in my life, but I think our relationship is so far built on a lie because of it. I'm so confused.
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Nov 3, 2010 10:57:10 GMT -6
day 6 of my blog. My life is so nuts right now. I absolutely love Alex but my parents and sister hate him. I want life to be simple again. Ali made everything seem little, Ali I miss you!
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Nov 4, 2010 20:44:32 GMT -6
Spencer's blog day 7. Did something that I didn't mind because I love him, but my secret is huge. Can't tell anyone yet. Eventually I'll have to but for now. Its a secret.
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Nov 6, 2010 20:00:48 GMT -6
Day #8. I told my friends, hopefully he won't get mad at me for telling them. I just got nervous and exploded. I know NOT like me. At all. The "Situation" hasn't written to me lately and I'm not minding it. I hope their gone forever. I doubt it but hey a girl can dream. Also I'm sick this morning...suckish. Hopefully I'll feel better later. Anyway, I decided a while ago not to let my parents influence my decision about him and hopefully they'll forgive me after they realize he's not what they think. Maybe we can prove to them we're not babies? What do you think sweetie?
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Post by Emily Fields on Nov 7, 2010 2:45:31 GMT -6
[Personal Message to Post 8]
Haha, I doubt you are referring to me when you say sweetie, but I don't know if we will ever be able to convince our parents we are growing up. We can make our own choices. We can have our own ideals. We can date girls if we want. You can sleep with Alex. They will never understand. My mom says to make it in Rosewood you have to be 'normal' and 'fit it'. Thanks mom...for creating a town of drones...conformists, unorigionals. Maybe one day she will realise she is wrong. Oh, and your's too! lol.
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Nov 7, 2010 17:46:32 GMT -6
[personal message in reply to Emily]
Agreed! Completely. I just think my parents want me to be too much like Melissa. I don't understand why they have to always compare me to her. I'm sick of her too!
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Nov 8, 2010 22:40:11 GMT -6
Day #9 of the Spencer Jill Hastings blog. I'm sick again this morning. My mom took me to the doctors this morning but they said it's probably just a bug that's going around. I feel awful. Someone make me feel good!
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Post by Spencer Hastings on Nov 9, 2010 20:50:34 GMT -6
Day 10 of the Spencer Jill Hastings blog. I have a bug...but I'm not letting it stop me. I feel good and thats all that matters. Ok. Fine. I. Feel. Fine. My boyfriend is amazing. I love you Alex. Your so sweet, and you see me for who I really am and not what my parents want me to be. I just hope one day we can go out with my friends and you might not feel so ignored. I love you so much, I need to see you again. My back hurts at the moment. I remember what someone did for that but I'm not even mentioning that. I miss my friends, haven't seen them in a while. I love my four...uh three best friends. I wish Ali was here though I could tell her anything, I guess I'll have to tell someone new so that I don't explode. I miss you so much Alison Dilaurentis. <3 love you.
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